12.18.2008

Four Years and one Baby later...


In Plato's Symposium, a group of friends gather together for an after-party to discuss the nature of Love. Each man in the group takes a turn to deliver a speech about what Love means to him. About half way through the dialogue, the lot falls on Aristophones to give his speech. (Keep in mind that Aristophones was a great comedic playwright in Greece...his stuff is hilarious). He begins his speech by describing that males and females used to be attached to eachother. "the primeval man was round, his back and sides forming a circle; and he had four hands and the same number of feet, one head with two faces, looking opposite ways, set on a round neck and precisely alike; also four ears...he could also roll over and over at a great pace, turning on his four hands and four feet, eight in all, like tumblers going over and over with their legs in the air; this was when he wanted to run fast." (Refer to the illustration to get the idea).
Aristophones continues to say that eventually the gods didn't like this because the "circle humans" were getting to powerful and strong. The gods decided to cut them in half to make them weaker. It worked for a bit but all the lonely humans were running around trying to find their other half. He continues to say, " Each of us when separated...is always looking for our other half. So ancient is the desire of one another which is implanted in us, reuniting our original nature, seeking to make one of two, and to heal the state of man."
Many ancient cultures believed, not only in the force of Good and Evil, but also in the force of Masculine and Feminine. Once these two forces are joined, harmony prevails in the cosmos. But it takes time, energy, and effort to harmonize these two forces. The end result is beyond glorious though.
A little over four years ago, I found my other half, running around the hills of Provo trying to find me. Since then we have been united in our original nature, seeking to make one of two, and to heal the state of man. It hasn't been the easiest or the most fun at times, but since we have been one, we have been able to roll right into opposition and break through. Otherwise impossible if we did it alone.
Charee is the greatest. Some of you were there on that cold, winter morning of Dec 17th, 2004, Manti, Utah. Friends, family, made that journey to witness the union of the two of us. We have been rolling on, full force, since then. Happy Anniversary Charee and you are quite the wonder of the cosmos. xoxoxoxo
----ME t.b.

12.13.2008

SANTA AND FUN!!

at the movies, waiting for hers daddy to come out of the movies with his cousins
she loved the water fountain!






i love how chloers is looking at hers cute 2nd cousin dallen like "why don't you want to sit by me?"


done with the water and off to see mr. santa

waiting in line to meet santa Claus, she was a bit nervous

she was lookin at mr. santa...like she couldn't wait til it was hers turn
she even started walking towards him on hers own

mr. santa Claus was so sweet, we think he's the real one!

smiling up at him, so far so good....

and there it is..... the traditional cry for the first time meeting santa . mr. santa was so dear, he asked me what her favorite song, so he could help make hers comfortable and then he sang TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR.

to get her mind off of that traumatizing experience we visited the over sized fishies and she loved it!
kisses?!

chloers and her poking

then of course she decided to put hers dirty finger in his mouth, so sorry darling dallen.

12.12.2008

party in a box from nana lew lew!!

my mom over nighted this party box for chloe. that she had been working on for days, as a surprise for chloes 1st birthday and for some sad reason it didn't leave orem utah. but even though we got it a day late it was a blast to celabrate chloes birthday agian....are you kiddin me ....i'll take any chance i can get to have a party with the coolest chicka ever!!!

i wish you would of been with me to see my face when i opened this surprise love box for huners.

i loved it so much that of course i set it all up

mom, i love the banner you made "happy 1st birthday chloe!" and the fancy noise makers and a
too cute personalized party hat!! thankyou moma and darling britnee you guys spent so much love on it, i can tell.

lets party girlfriend!

so i put chloe in hers party outfit you sent her, its so stinkin cute, i adore the yellow shoes!! she loved being able to break into her birthday cake for the second time!!



i loves it nana lew!!!
a little bit of attitude?!

i love that the party box also came with party bubbles so fun!


the back of the darling party hat



look close and you can see the big glittered C and the number 1...so much darling detail love it!!



shut your big fat face cute....HUH!


little stinker....she thought she was so funny when she took it off


she was so excited with all that was going on


it really was a party in a box....chloe and i had so much fun! thankyou moma!! love you!!

12.11.2008

chloes 1st birthday!

tanner took this picture so sweet

our sweet chloe estelle......you came to us at 8:18am last year you weighed 7lbs 18 ounces and 19 inches long. when you were born, i looked over to your daddy and saw him smiling from ear to ear, it was a new smile that i had never seen before, it was such a spiritual experience. of course you were all messy when you came out, but right when dr. judd held you up so i could see you i could see this heavenly glow around you, it filled the whole room with light. you continue to fill our hearts and others you come in contact with light. chloe thankyou so much for choosing us to be your parents we pray that we can bless you and guide you, we love you and are so blessed to have you in our family.

love,
mommy and daddy

her first happy birthday song

click on this even though this shows up black

this morning tanner and i sang happy birthday to chloe with hers first lit cupcake
lets just say she was a little taken by suprise


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR SWEET CHLOE ESTELLE!!!


the cupcakes i made with glittered cream cheese frosting (it's really is the best recipe, thankyou aunt lee lee)....thank you aunt lor lor for lending me the mold it's so stinkin cute!!!

happy birthday to you!!





nummers!!!


a bit over whelming


the head band is made from hers adopted aunt lacey grace and hers cc gave her the darling pots and pans and toy food. she loves stirring the pot.


hers party hat i made before her big party. WE COULDN'T BELIEVE HOW MANY OF YOU SHOWED UP THANKYOU TO..........grandma cc you did so much! aunt lee lee, aunt kelly and my cousin steven, the bracken family and the darling grace family. you were all so, so sweet to come and you were too cute and nice to shower her with gifts. LOVE YOU ALL!!!

12.10.2008

mesa temple christmas lights with cousins

it was so fun!





the cute daddy's
tanner, his cousin mark and lynds husband brian
lynds, jacki and i.......chloe.....ever since she started walking she never wants to holds still anymore, so she's squirming out of my arms.


lyndsie and brian's little boy caden he's so stinkin cute!