sadly you've never been one that i can hold in the cradle position unless i was nursing you and that was 8 months ago. but for some reason last night after giving you your bath and wrapping you up in a towel, i got to hold and cradle you swinging you side to side while you cuddled into me. it was probably for 5 minutes but it felt like time stopped for you and i for a moment. your growing so fast and i love watching you but sometimes it feels too fast and i miss the times when you would just lay on my chest for a long time.