saying our goodbyes till next time:)

this guy is well loved

"charee do you have all the info i typed you" he was getting pretty worried about me at this point

that night we went to paradise bakery and these two would not stop teasing each other

for some reason, it's hard for me to look at these two playing together.........i know, i know 10 weeks will go by fast and im really trying to keep busy but it's still hard. i miss him so much and notice how much i wish could say to him but i can't, i just have to wait till he calls and i have no idea when that day or time is (considering how the military works during officer training) these days the little things that i miss are standing out big time....... being told your loved by your best friend everyday, reading stories together as a family, bouncing off ideas or feelings and knowing i won't be judged but instead i know im in a safe place, laughing at the same silly dumb stuff, enjoying chloe together, seeing him play with her, how he puts both hands on his little girls face and gives her a sweet sweet kiss, having him next to me when i sleep. it's crazy how when i have spontanous thoughts or feelings and i want to share it with him. i can't, i have to wait for him to call me whenever he can call me and then i just have to savor the 5 minutes i get to talk to him, then wait for the next call whenever that will be. it's just the cup that only my husband can fill, i notice it now more than ever especially being away from him has made those little things stand out bold across my mind and heart. i love and miss him a whole bunch. there i shared it, it's hard, i miss him a lot but i'll keep being strong and looking to the bright side, i know some may think that 10 weeks wouldn't be hard, i was one of those people but now it real for me and it's real for us. i'll do the little things like write him letters ( i have 5 but they still haven't given us the address but that will come soon:) im so grateful for him and i am the lucky one.